This is my pathetic dog Roxi. This picture makes me laugh a lot every time I see it. I love her.

Ipod Fun!

Ipods can now predict the future! Put your music library on shuffle and answer the questions with songs in the order they come up. it doesn't really make sense at times, but some answers you come up with will freak you out. Actually... its kind of lame, but heck, I'm bored!

1. What's my mood like right now? Spring Can Really Hang You Up The Most- Jane Monheit
That is a pretty good representation of how I feel right now... "Doctors once prescribed a tonic/Sulfur and molasses was the dose/Didn't help one bit/My condition must be chronic"

2. How's tomorrow going to be for me? Dreams be Dreams- Jack Johnson

3. What kind of person am I? Back To You- John Mayer
That don't make sense!

4. Am I loved? Burn The Witch- Queens of the Stoneage
OUCH

5. How can I achieve my highest potential? Don't Give Hate a Change- Jamiroquai
sweet... I will work on that!

6. What should I do with my life? Moonchild- Chris Cornell
I think that was a miss rather than a hit.

7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end? Grace- Jeff Buckley
True Dat.

8. What is my best quality? Honey, I don't know- Jason Collett
I don't think I like that awnser very much.

9. How does my sex life look? Existentialism On Prom Night- Straylight Run
existentialism
n : (philosophy) a 20th-century philosophical movement; assumes that people are entirely free and thus responsible for what they make of themselves
interesting...

10. What's the meaning of life? There She Goes- Bob Marley and the Wailers
Well, this song is about losing someone you love... I guess we are all screwed.

11. What do people think of me?A flight and a Crash - Hot Water Music ( .....Well that can't be good)

12. Would I make a good catch? Greeting Card Aisle- Sarah Harmer
Well, I like Sarah Harmer, so I'm therefor taking this as a "yes".

13. How crazy am I? Just a Closer Walk With Thee- Sarah Harmer
"let it be, dear Lord, let it be"

14. Will I have a good life in general? I'm the Man who loves you- Wilco
Does that mean I will be loved?

15. Can this (insert person here) ever really love me? Home Life- John Mayer
John Mayer wants to marry me.

16. Can me and every girl out there ever be more than friends? Morning Glory- Tim Buckley
This one doesn't work at all!

17. What's going to happen to me this week? Woody- Hayden
Right...

18. Where will I be a year from now? Blue Moon of Kentucky- Sarah Harmer

19. What is my biggest wish? Cryin' Blues- Charles Mingus
Right, Lets just say that this means I want to meet Mingus' bass. I think that sounds about right.

20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment? Love This Town- Joel Plaskett
Hopefully that means he'll stick around...

21. How will I die? Run Me Down- The Black Keys
Does anyone else think that is really funny?

22. What will happen after I die? They Also Mourn Who Don't Wear Black- Sufjan Stevens
Creepy...


Well, friends, that was a lovely waste of time, which is okay, because its 2am. I can't sleep. What the hell else am I gonna do? I was listening to music anyway.

Updates... Again

I realize that I havn't posted on my lovely little blog since, ohh, january... So I thought I should update you on what is new in my life since then. Then maybe after this I'll write a real post about what is on my mind right about now.

Well, since January, I have turned 20. Thats all that is new. Since I have not been in school for awhile, I sleep in until noon, and then I practice if I feel like it, watch Dr. Phil and Oprah. And then make a little supper. Then if I have a gig in the evening I do that. Or else I sit watch tv, or go out. And my room is a mess. That pretty much sums up my life right now. Sad, isn't it?

I have been doing a lot of dreaming though, awake and sleeping.

Some of my awake dreams include moving out. But that would require me getting a job... which is also something I dream about. I have been looking for a job and applying at a lot of random places, but I havn't been hired yet. I'm starting to feel pretty anxious and bored and generally bad sitting at home by myself. I definatley don't enjoy it. Not anymore anyway.

And I worry. I worry about lots of things. I worry about gaining weight. That sounds super lame and superficial... but I don't go to the gym anymore because I am not in school. And the puddles that are outside right now are up to my neck, so I can't start rollerblading yet. And I worry about what I'm going to do with my life, and getting a job, and school, or lack thereof.

So, I'm basically at this point in my life where I'm not doing anything that is making me feel very good. I feel that going back to school in Saskatoon is not for me, but on the other hand, I don't want to leave Saskatoon. I want to get a job, but I'm worried it will interfere with the gigs I play. I want to move out, but I can't unless I get a job. I want to go to the gym, but I can't because I quit school. I would pay for a gym membership, but I can't because I don't have a job.

Don't get me wrong, I'm super happy that I am not in school anymore, but I am needing a change in my life. Because right now I feel like a useless, lazy ass with a messy room and no motivation to do anything about it.

Fantastic.

That is where my life is at right now.

song of the day: Packt like sardines in a crushed tin box- radiohead