Pointless Blog Filled With Nothing But Garbage. Don't Read It.

Today I am just feeling so overwhelmed about everything in my life right now. I don't really understand why, but I feel like I'm about to spontaneously combust. I leave tonight at 11pm to drive to Calgary with the guys and then fly out to Vancouver tomorrow to play a show with Theresa, and I just feel like with this and work, its becoming too much... so much that I phoned in sick to work today.

I don't know what it is about me and "real jobs". We don't click. I am too irresponsible and lazy to work a real job. Today I just woke up and felt like I needed have time to collect before I left tonight. I'm only gone for a couple of days, but to come home from a stressful day of work and then have to pack and see all the people I need to see before I go I wouldn't have time. I would also forget important things, and have a mental breakdown... which is what I feel like right now.

Anyway, I have a week left of my job starting on Monday. The trouble is that I don't know if I can find the strength in me to finish. I am horrible when it comes to doing the right thing. Anyway, I get a little bit of a holiday now... and then a week. I can do it.

Well this was a lot of pointless, randomly scattered thoughts that aren't really relevant to anything that is remotley interesting. See where my brain is at right now? Real jobs fuck me up.

Time to pack for Van city.